I looked for you
but didn’t find
the little boy
who loved me
so I grabbed
what seemed
the last piece of hope
left in a string
outside
from your soul,
reeled it in,
fighting the hold
of desperation pulling
from another side.
I hung steadfast,
gasping,
praying,
gripping with all of me
and my connection
to omnipotence
so you can finally
be at peace
with what is real
in this world
you chose to partake in.
You are lost
in an endless maze
of poor judgment
but I will get to your spirit
as I pull harder
on that string
to bring you to the light
of love,
compassion,
and truth.
I believe…
for you and me.
Let that string keep dangling
and I will continue
to pull you back
in the lighted path of Divinity
even if it takes
a lifetime to hold
onto that tiny thread of hope.
And THAT’s what parents are for. Beautifully said, Millie! xoM
Thank you!
We’ve been there, Millie, and most likely still are. Parental relapse? All this pain had better be worth it … and I’m sure it is.
God, Tom, after six kids I say the same thing. Thank you for the support.