Wow! What a week!!! Did you feel it? This past week felt like two in one. I am so glad retrograde ends today. I’ve heard from so many that they have been sick, stricken with anxiety, fears, and loss. I’ve read a bunch of emails from different parts of Mama Earth and one thing has been a common factor: a massive shift forcing growth.
I am feeling it on many levels. I had a panic attack three nights ago and I had to truly take the Ego bitch, who was excessively chit chatting in my head, duck tape her mouth, tie her up and put her in a trunk. I refused her abuse. In the light of day nothing that was said in the middle of the night made any sense. I hadn’t experienced a panic attack in years. It took me by surprise how I allowed a lower frequency of false energy to talk me into spinning out of control.
I feel this expansion as an opportunity to open up to all I’ve ever wanted. I feel the core of all this energy is allowing me to be deeply compassionate and non-judgmental with myself. When I am able to do this I can pay it forward to the world. I cannot give what I don’t have. I am projecting love because I have learned to love me like never before. Isn’t that something? It only took several decades!
In the last few weeks I have had some eye-opening experiences. Yummy Aha Moments that have allowed me to see the past experiences as blessings and full of magical grace. I have touched the scars again and created lovely tattoos with them to remind me that I am here to serve. I am living and learning. I am here on a divine journey.
I urge you to keep breathing in your truth and knowing. I ask that you continue creating from a place of love. This is where your purpose lives…in that space of pure authenticity. It’s in that sacredness of believing and manifesting.
I love you. I will be right here witnessing the miracles unfolding. You’ve got this, darling.