I knew a monk. An ex-monk. He was a father to one of my daughter’s friend. Before I knew he was a monk I thought he was a saint. His daughter (and mine) both have mental disabilities. Even though they were 14 years old at the time they acted like 8 year olds with no sense of stability or safety. And when they got together it was challenging but I wanted her to have the same experiences as her siblings.
We would alternate visits. And each time I met him I was immediately calmed and collected. He was a sanctuary just by standing in front of me.
One day I asked for the secret. I had 6 kids all under 16 years in one house. Four of them with special needs. So he shared that he had been a monk in South America for many years, way before meeting his wife. And apparently, from my observations, he was still very monk like. He never lost that.
“When you no longer label the problem or situation, it dissipates. It has no power over you.”
“Your awareness is your reality.”
“Do not focus on the negative because you will continue receiving more of it. Focus on this moment of gratitude….”
There were so many messages.
This was over 15 years ago. But lately I am remembering a lot of the small lessons he would share with me. At the time I truly didn’t quite grasp his wisdom. I was stricken by constant anxiety believing I would never be a good enough mother to my kids. I ran a business with my ex that was extremely stressful. And we had money, and lots and lots of worries about all we owned. The more we made the more we bought and then worked like animals to sustain it.
There was no peace. There was zero spiritual awareness of what was important. We were lost in the material world and its worth. My ex needed a lot. And my life was centered around the children and his high-maintenance attitude.
When the monk would visit to get his daughter, or I would get her from his house, I felt a common energy flow of pure peace. There was the complete essence of now. Even with how difficult his daughter was at times.
I needed it. I would try and buy it. I did it all in order to sustain it. I wanted that peace and I would read about it. Study it. And chased after it with a vengeance. I was determined to find it in every religion and doctrine. In theory I became an expert on philosophy and how to attain peace.
Ha ha ha. And I never found it in those movies or books or talks.
It isn’t until you lose all that you think (and believe) you need that inner peace is truly birthed. That was a powerful lesson years later for me. And the wisdom began to visit through the nothingness. It began to reshape my spirit. I had to stop labeling and analyzing every single thing in my life.
Logic went out the window. Mysticism began to lead. Oh…and the magic that appeared in believing and allowing!
Today I remembered the monk dressed in his Bermuda shorts and polo shirts always ready to be in complete sacred presence.
I aspire for more of that in my life…Pure mindfulness and presence with all beings who share space with me. I aspire to love and be a messenger of love whenever the opportunity arises.
We need more of that calmness and sacredness now in our lives. In our country. In our world. We have been given a chance to move inward in the midst of chaos and uncertainties. Powerful times encourage and build lessons.
Thank you for your presence here joining me daily through your words and wisdom. The amount of sages on my social media feeds are delicious. We are all aspiring for peace, love and the inner light of grace.
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Thanks so much. Always.
An unconventional perspective that makes perfect sense! A welcomed message while we navigate uncharted waters.
May Peace be with us all!❤️
Thank you, Rob. We have yet to meet but I feel you have a lot of the “monk” attributions. Love and peace back to you.
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Thank you kindly.
❤ Millie and to calmness and acceptance. ❤
This is so incredibly helpful !!! Beautiful thoughts of wisdom!!!