
The time is now. Put it out there. Follow your dreams and desires. No more time wasted on waiting. You get to shift the obstacles and move into your knowing… your spiritual wisdom.
I love you…Millie
The time is now. Put it out there. Follow your dreams and desires. No more time wasted on waiting. You get to shift the obstacles and move into your knowing… your spiritual wisdom.
I love you…Millie
It has taken me
a lifetime
to understand
the nothingness…
the silence that comes
from the depth
of earth,
of you,
of me
because the vastness
in its emptiness
somehow stood frightened
of the awareness.
In this hollowness
created of infinite
divine wisdom
I comprehend
who I am,
what I am,
and
the finality
that I am not….
Last night, close to midnight, the office doorbell rang. I had been sleeping for a couple of hours and the noise immediately felt like glass breaking all over me. I actually woke feeling the pressure of something falling on my body. Matt was up and answered the door and instantly I felt a surge of negative energy consume the room just down the hall. He came and asked if I would check the man in. I answered, “Nooooo. No way!” And when he told the guy that it was too late and we were closed the man blew cigarette smoke into the room and left pissed off. From the bed I heard the loud muffler of his truck and then the peeling out the drive way onto the main road. I knew my decision was correct! I felt horrible for a long time. It took lots of meditation, prayer and sacred visualization to remove the dark stagnant vibration left from just that moment. The heavy presence of darkness, sadness, and oppression lingered with intensity. I felt sick just from a few seconds of interaction, and it wasn’t even with me. But, we are always protected. These events confirm the depth of awareness and allowance in listening to Divine guidance. I begin to witness how this magical place has been evolving. We are no longer a motel on a country road. We are heading to the goal that we’ve intended since buying this place: to be a retreat only place of peace, healing and rest.
Through sleepless hours ahead I began to think of 2014. Some years have that same negative stagnation. Some are just awesome years. This year for me has been about death, birth, transformation, loss, awareness, grief, awakening, letting go, and a lot more that I had thought was addressed years ago. I am ready, with giddiness, to welcome 2015. I am peeling out of this year, hopefully while not leaving anger and darkness behind me, but with an awareness that everything has appeared for growth. I am peeling out with rebirth and acceptance for the beautiful challenges and events that are behind us.
Yes…I am ready. Yessssss! Absolutely freaking….YES! Please join me in that excitement for a great upcoming year….
Accept me into you
as a random act
of the universe
picking us
to meet again,
magnetically connecting
this time around.
Let me in
and plan to be surprised
by what is and isn’t explained
because it goes beyond this place,
this dimension,
that expects answers
when there aren’t any.
This is the mystery of souls gathering
returning to their homes,
without avoidance, rejection,
or judgment.
Don’t question the excitement,
the giddiness via serendipity,
and embrace the miracle.
Take me to that place
you came and went
without hesitation
through the mysticism
of finding me,
once more,
in love with you.
It just takes one day,
a courageous moment –
if you will –
of allowing your soul
to open up
and descend,
releasing all plans,
conceived notions,
while letting go
the expectations
of finding a safety net
to catch the endless fall
into an unknown abyss.
As you open your eyes
the awareness of ground
brings the clear realization
that you’ve never left
your space or time
because surrendering
bears that freedom
that pushes and is constantly saved
by faith in divinity
and the miracle of accepting
that which you cannot see,
all that is joy.
Immediately you will leave ground,
flying eternally
through worlds full of secrets,
ambiguity,
unexplained peace and beauty,
never seen by your imagination.
It is then that your soul
finally meets the real you
embodied in the mystery
of Spirit…
It is then
that you become the authentic
YOU who was created
for this life full of
love and compassion.
“Meditation brings wisdom; lack of meditation leaves ignorance. Know well what leads you forward and what holds you back, and choose the path that leads to wisdom.” – Buddha