through the fog of your consciousness
to capture the objectivity
of each new day
and all the gifts taken for granted.
Witness the layers
of solitude and emptiness,
love and compassion,
faith and belief
in each particle of mankind.
In the purest of hearts lies truth
that can be felt
but not touched,
sensed but by no means held,
understood but never mastered.
There, in your solitude
allow Spirit to move you,
opening wide to vulnerability –
exposing to our infinite connection
in this web of humanness
we refer to as humanity
by letting the I AM become
the part of oneness…
this is much to endure
and you must fall on your knees
to let it out,
in a sigh or a cry
because being alone is part of our existence.
All the materialism,
collection of people,
obsessions and addictions
that space you have
opened to Spirit –
the awed-nature awareness
that says, “Hello, look at me,”
when you feel deserted or forsaken.
Allow it. Surrender.
You are not alone.
This journey is existential in nature
and its path is lighted by sacredness.
Sometimes the ache is profound and it comes
deep from Greatness
while you say, “Let it go. Make it go away.”
Beg, plead and negotiate.
It does no justice to that space,
to the ache from beyond.
The heart knows nothing of negotiations;
it is driven by vastness and endless forces.
Tell me what drives this alienation to such intensity.
Let me hold you and help you in your need.
You don’t need to be alone–
you are not alone.
I may be able to hold your hand,
make you smile,
and when I leave
the emptiness will visit again
until you don’t feel its desperate claws.
You will sit with it and love it
as you reach the beauty in yourself.
I cannot fix this. You don’t need anyone
to try and mend the process of your rhythm.
This ache and withdrawal goes unnoticed by others
but it is there peaking,
poking, projecting and protruding
until it surfaces again and again.
Don’t question your faith.
Question what You need to learn from it.
don’t question a thing.
Let it subside on its own.
Be aware of any pain,
the illusion of separation
and dive into the wisdom it creates.
Be thankful for it
because it means
that you are alive.
It means you are never alone.
you are the one…