Saturday I visited one of my elderly clients at his facility. He was on his bed with his eyes closed. I sat next to him and waited. He opened up his eyes and smiled. He doesn’t know who I am. He has dementia. However, he never questions who I may be. He never asks. He is forever present.
There is sacredness in ceremonies, in gathering with others to bless and heal. Circles, fire, chanting, prayers, meditations, cleansing and other rituals are there to maintain a sense of creation through divinity. When two or more gather there is manifesting on all levels and realms. It’s mystical!
The Sacredness of Ceremonies allows me to ground myself beyond words. Rituals and gatherings raise my frequency to more love and infinite abundance. Judgment disappears. Vulnerability unfolds. When I moved to these mountains years ago I dreamed of a tribe that would support me and my heart. It was slow to arrive since I kept growing spiritually and was disconnected from many who were not on the same journey. It has taken some time but in the last few years I keep meeting the most intuitive and amazing people. I am so blessed to have found so many folks during this time, and it continues to grow with like-minded individuals who are connected to their spiritual truths. These are teachers, students, and true guides from all walks of life. My soul is filled with joy and humility because what I’ve asked for continues to expand. I am touched by stories, experiences and wisdom from so many sages.
And I am loved. That love is constantly being paid forward. It’s purified through the acceptance and knowing that I am receiving messages through others and their stories. I am in awed of what appears when I no longer try to control the world around me.
If you don’t have a tribe please find a way to create one. Take time to connect with others. Social media is excellent for this. Find groups and interact. Your soul isn’t meant to be alone. If you live far from others there are ways to connect through technology.
Be blessed and continue to manifest your desires. You grow through each little wish made to the heavens. You are magical. I love you. ~m.a.p.
Someone recently asked me if I was ever afraid of sharing too much. I asked her to repeat the question. I actually didn’t understand it. “Sharing too much…being afraid of THAT? The sharing?”
She said, “Yes. People are scary. They use your stuff. They judge….” She had a list compiled of the fears and how she would be hurt.
I’m not afraid of sharing. I’m actually afraid of living a life without truly sharing, or holding back. I’m afraid of not saying the things I feel that might make a difference to me and another. I’m afraid of letting someone believe they are alone in their sorrow. I’m afraid of others who don’t say what they mean and hurt deeply because of it. But, I am not afraid of my vulnerability. This is what holds my heart in its place. My openness is a superpower to myself. I have learned to properly (and sometimes without filter) overcome adversities because of it.
We fear the things we don’t understand. We fear what we can’t perceive or process from our own experiences. I, for one, tend to withdraw from someone who has hurt me and shut down. I won’t communicate. When I’m done, I am done. But, sweethearts, don’t be afraid to share from your heart…ever. Those who can’t handle it don’t deserve you. It’s truly a gift in weening out the ones who don’t align with you.
Your presence in this world is the gift of you. Do not allow fear to stump your light or your love. Be mindful. Give. Share. Love openly and wholeheartedly. You will know who is worth your time or not. ~m.a.p.
I take the month of April as a time to celebrate. All 30 days honor as my birthday. On April 1st, I lost one of my sweet elderly clients. I loved him dearly. Although he was in hospice care, I didn’t expect his departure. On April 3rd, I lost a family member who died way too young, leaving three young girls. Yesterday I visited a brand new baby at the hospital who will be adopted by a beautiful couple. She was born from a crack addict who abandoned her as soon as she could leave. Holding her in my arms completed the circle of life. As two souls left this world, this little one came in fighting for her existence. Life is fluid and magical. I left the hospital celebrating it all…the losses and the gains. All three cases are heartbreaking and require emotional acknowledgment. All three souls touched me in deep ways. I keep hearing the pain out there but I also keep rejoicing the healing and love.
This morning I blew a breaker fuse in the second floor of the house turning on too many heaters. I was dressed to get to work early so I decided to go down to the basement and switch it back on for my lovies. In order to access our basement you have to walk out of the front door and around the house to the back. It was freezing…literally. I opened up the basement, turned on the lights, took care of the breaker and locked up. As I was locking up the basement something happened. I lost touch with this reality, or better yet, I had two sets of timelines overlap. I was seeing through a thin veil another active moment happening simultaneously. This is happening quite often, usually I am in meditation. This was me being quite present in the cold. It was quick. I stood there contemplating if maybe I was having a seizure or stroke…(cause I know it wasn’t a psychotic break).
The ethereal world is charged more than usual. It is happening continuously with alternate realities, endings and beginnings. There are many folks telling me they are losing lapses of time or moving through a time warp where they arrive to a place quicker than it is possible. Others have shared with me that they are accessing memories from an alternate time and they can see how things are affected through our conscious decisions. I am reading some fantastic occurrences that make me giddy and bring me into a state of childlike wonder.
We are experiencing things that aren’t easy to logically explain, including quantum leaps and multiverse travels, especially during waking moments.
Are we awakening to a new earth or merely aligning with what is true? I don’t really know. I don’t have answers. I work in the mental health field so I see a lot of people who are touching upon things that aren’t fragments of illnesses but openings to something that cannot be explained. Our society is also shifting perceptions to what is mystical and what is not. But who is to judge? Just because you don’t experience it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist!
This is a magical time in the history of humanity. We are being authentic and honest regardless of opinions. We are declaring our worth while removing the price tags others have placed on us. We are opening up to the mystical parts of our journeys. It’s beautiful to witness and experience. There is a massive conscious shift happening all over and some folks cannot deal with the consequences of what may happen if they relinquish control. Fear takes over.
Your brain entertains what it has as a point of reference. If you haven’t experienced something supernatural it cannot perceive it. In order to move past this programming and Matrix you have to be willing to witness things that have no concrete logic. You must return to childlike beliefs that anything and everything is possible. Denying yourself this is an injustice to your spiritual evolution. When you believe in the unseen you can begin to perceive it.
In two weeks I will have reached the fourth year of my near-death experience. The next day at the hospital the neurologist came to speak with me. She shared the deadly truth of stress. She looked at me searching for answers to what happened to me and my body the prior day. She said, “You don’t know what you don’t know until you do.” It was profound. I got it. We don’t know what we don’t know until we actually do and then it is our responsibility to stay aware and open to it. If we go back to sleep we will continue to die a mundane death without exploring our purpose.
Create from a place of love and light. Move the programming out of the way. Return to your magic and sparkles. Continue to vibrate at a higher frequency without fear. You got this. We all do. This life is a game of perception geared to challenge your mindset. You get to decide how you play it. I believe in you.
In the core of the heart there is freedom. There’s no room for fear, second guessing, anxiety, doubts, and uncertainty. We are made in divine light that holds clarity through love and acceptance. And in this love we are embraced to believe in the power of awareness. We are made of love, to love, and be loved. Nothing else can live within the conscious beat of existence. Let’s give that love our undivided attention and release all the programming we have been forced to believe: control is a state of mind.
We forget to play because of responsibilities. We forget to be in the moment because of other issues. We forget that in order to reach the highest vibration of love we must let go of paradigms and enjoy the process of living. Every minute counts.
I love children because they resonate love. They live in the core of Divine energy. There is so much to learn from their ability to live in the moment. Let’s move through that awareness of loving ourselves and others for who they are and what they are. Go out there and get some crazy hair, laugh, sing and dance in the rain, be in love with you and all that your heart wants. Go blow bubbles and make mud pies. Talk with strangers and allow the magic of this world dictate the moment.
Freedom is love. You are the substance of light and love…always. Bring more childlike moments into your life and raise the happy hormone levels.
My heart extends out to you. We are all in this together. Have a beautiful week, my friends. Do something new to honor your existence even in the smallest of ways and be present with bliss. Mucho love!