Trust is an emotional mechanism that was placed in our DNA when we began creation. The collective and society, through fear and other low vibrational frequencies, have caused it to downgrade. We question it. We don’t use it as we should. There is a default programming in its place. So we no longer just trust. We struggle with it. We have been shown over and over that it isn’t a means to survive. We don’t trust or allow for intuition to guide us.
When we return to our origins, through love, Trust will be the first input to be upgraded again. It is still in our DNA. It’s been muted. It’s been centuries of misuse and abuse. It is about to return as our guidance. Soon! We are being awakened slowly. It was designed to be right now in this time.
Humanity needed to experience all that it has endured. We are a stubborn race. We have more followers than leaders. And the leaders have guided through manipulation of fear and repression. They know how to play the part. The followers have also played their role. The imbalance is soon to tip the scales.
Trust will return with ascension. It will be intuitively available to guide us again. It is our internal GPS. Those who are ready will begin to feel it in their solar plexus and use it to create a new world. You are experienced the massive amount of energy at this time. Many will not question what the masses are leading. And in this trust we will once again become whole as one. There will be millions not ready to awake. It’s not your job to provide the push for them. Those are their lessons and contracts before coming into this incarnation. Your only job is to love and show love through your own journey. People don’t learn through words. They evolve through experiences. They see and imitate what feels good.
Don’t judge. Don’t manipulate. Don’t enforce your beliefs. Don’t attack. Don’t hate. Don’t do anything to force another to think as you do.
Love…over and over… is the key to open all the unlocked passages in humanity. Forgiveness heals through love. Trust opens because of love. We change and expand because of love. When in doubt just love. Accept it as the answer to all there is and all there ever was.
He clutched my heart,
held it as a possession,
while I realized it was the only
substance of keeping us there –
the togetherness beyond
and disturbance in such obsession.
It was our lifeline
binding and supporting a mystery,
and a difficult experience.
Impatience and immaturity
called for the ecstasy
that would bring in high’s,
drugging and filling me
with such blinding addiction.
It wasn’t the moments,
nor the times,
or what the body desired,
craving over and over
to fill the emptiness
with sweet desperation.
It was a tight grip that secured
the chemistry in our question mark–
I was the mark and he was the period:
two souls joined in a falsified passion
but held apart by the reality
that this would never end in fairness.
To love so deeply requires
the loosing of one’s vulnerability,
entrusting the universe to take over
Somewhere, somehow, I knew
it would never last
as he became my lungs
and I could no longer breathe
on my own.
Control and restraint
have no business
taking residence in such a union,
occupying a broken heart
and trying to repeat the same drama
of past manipulation.
He was the clutch that invited me to give
and I was the ground that supported
him to receive.
It was a mutual contract
I played the ailing patient,
he was the willing doctor
who would fix the damage,
trying to erase the existence
of any other man who had
explored my territory.
The moments were here and there.
At some point
the soul opened up, grew wings,
and flew out of the adorned cage
that he cautiously created for me.
the heart, wisdom, and spirit
found the freedom
that would never allow imprisonment
it was then that divinity unlocked
that love is never contained,
because it is all there is.
It is all there will ever be.
after a long sleep of doubts,
anger, hurt and questions
that buried me
inside an open tomb,
leaving the exposure to heal
with the openness of One.
I had forgotten my power,
the thoughts that co-create
with the universal aid of intentions;
those same delicious frequencies
that magically take me here and there.
I had forgotten
waking up with such joy
that I skip out of my room
while bones crack and stretch
reminding me to slow down.
I don’t care.
This is the meaning of living.
This is the ebb of sorrow and joy
taking it all and pasting it back together
without giving up.
It’s easier to give in,
give out, give up, and forget.
I have been sleeping in such darkness
for too long and allowing no one
to turn on the light.
I needed to feel the switch,
pass my hands through its coldness,
in the rawness of despair,
so I could turn it on…so I could do it alone.
Clarity arrives with rest and prayer.
Awareness returns with faith.
I hear the ringing of truth in one ear.
I see the element of surprise ahead.
I taste the juices of excitement.
I smell the sweetness of success…
for all that I have put out into the openness.
I am home in me again.
It’s been a long time…too long.
The heart echos softly, “Welcome back!”
We come from love. We are made to love and be loved. We are created to expand in love not only with ourselves but every soul who enters our journey. Somewhere along the way we’ve forgotten this and have been taught fear, judgment, bigotry, intolerance, and hate.
I don’t know when it happened. I am not a historian. I just know that we have forgotten our humanitarian purpose here on this beautiful planet.
At this point it doesn’t matter who threw the first stone that cast this horrible sense of amnesia in our humanness. But, I do know that our souls remember the source of our existence. I feel it in all that I am.
Love. It’s all about love.
Yes, I might be a bit over indulged in the romance of love, kindness and compassion. I am sure there are folks rolling their eyes again while reading this. Yes, I might be over-the-top corny at times. And, yes, I might even seem oblivious to whatever truth the world has decided to believe. It is okay. I understand. I get it and I still will choose love over hate. I will still continue to remind you even if you don’t want to remember it! I’m tenacious that way.
I know that love is the answer. Love is the forgotten genetic cord that has been removed from our consciousness. It’s up to us to find it through the openness of our hearts, the gentleness of faith, and the passion to save our connections in this world.
I woke today with gratitude for those who share me in their lives. I am thankful for those who are part of my journey. That’s the easy part. The ones that call for me to dance are the souls I haven’t met yet, the ones searching for something that is missing and have been taught the false lessons through control, religion and oppression. In these erratic political times the one element that seems to be diminishing is LOVE. But I feel that We are being reactivated and reprogrammed to return to Source. So you may be tired of my messages but I love you. You don’t have to read my words but if you do May you feel my delicious vibe of love.
I love you. I love you. I love you. In the words of Rumi, “Close your eyes. Fall in Love. Stay there.” Feel the truth of your existence. Have a blessed day!!!!
I did not know
what I now know
that there was always
in every corner,
in every breath,
in every light of life.
I’ve never been alone
as you have been
in me guiding
every atom of my being.
it is as if finally
I am awake
receiving me for the
very first time
the light of joy
expand the heart
who search for
the breath of Divinity….
I’ve been sleeping forever
dreaming and waiting
on something I could not
I lived in anticipation
of some magic
from somewhere else.
I could not decipher it.
I could not reach it
through this reality.
the light came on
and I found I was
From that day forward
I had nothing
was right inside of me.
Life was never the same
as night always follows day;
day consistently seduces night.
All I am to do is sit,
and love infinitely
as one spirit.