I love you…Millie
I woke this morning lost in memories of another time and place. Memories that I could taste and feel and hold… yet, they are not from this lifetime. I laid in bed holding them, caressing them with each vision, not trying to analyze them. I held on to them because they were erratic and needed to be calmed. I held on to them to learn what I needed to learn. I held on to them to facilitate their speed in a way I could understand.
These experiences have happened. They happened in an alternate timeline that is paralleled to this one. Sometimes they happen before the events here. Sometimes they never happen but the memories are real. I can sense every part of the challenges and the journey. Sometimes I can intervene and alter something because I know how the story will end. It’s happened here already.
What I find magical is that each time I travel to another timeline I am accessing a part of my consciousness to guide me into expanding. I am accepting all aspects of me. I am reliving and redoing things that I haven’t forgiven myself on this timeline. I am in total harmony with readjusting them there. So, I dive deeper into a part of my subconscious mind to help the fragmented brain become whole.
Aren’t we all parts of a whole? Aren’t we all questioning the reason for existence? If you travel to those places during sleep cycles you can actually find the answers to many questions. You recognize that this is all a giant matrix that feels manipulated by design. The soul is in the center and hundreds of aspects are constantly in motion.
It started years ago. I suspect I have been doing this since very young but I became aware of the difference between a dream and a travel a few years ago. I became aware of the texture, senses, information and how I return into my body. It’s quite different. A dream doesn’t pull you out of your body. A time travel, or astral projection, pulls you and carries you there to other timelines. It allows you to become an avatar.
In a dream there seems to be no coherency of connections. One dream ties onto the end of another making you feel completely confused, often times in a state of chaos. Carl Jung and Freud dissected the dream world, this is not that. When you travel you feel the existence of your soul there. Your experience is real because your existence there is real. You also feel the memories connected to this timeline.
Recently I’ve been able to help another aspect of my soul heal from what I did here ten years ago. I was able to let her sleep and take over. Then a few nights ago I was able to return to another timeline and do the same with that aspect and her husband. Each lifetime is teaching me something about my own characteristics in waking moments. If I alter something there the ripple effect begins to appear here. It appears in all of them. One decision can change everything.
Not all timelines have a me that looks like me. Some timelines have a man vehicle (because that is what are bodies are). Some have other faces. Some are aliens. It doesn’t matter because while I am accessing those times, I am integrating with the soul aspect of me. Each time I return I am bringing a piece of the whole. I am adding a puzzle piece to my completeness. I am strengthening a muscle of memory that has been weak in this life.
We have been fascinated by time travel, astral projection, Déjà vu and synchronicity forever. We try meditation, psychedelic drugs, and altering the state of our minds to get answers. The answers are always within if we can access those other aspects of our whole consciousness.
How do we do it? We begin with baby steps…
We begin by allowing love to take over and not fear. We recognize we are always protected by our higher self. Meditation is a portal for me. Hiking is as well.
What about you? Do you experience these time jumps?
I love you,
Trust is an emotional mechanism that was placed in our DNA when we began creation. The collective and society, through fear and other low vibrational frequencies, have caused it to downgrade. We question it. We don’t use it as we should. There is a default programming in its place. So we no longer just trust. We struggle with it. We have been shown over and over that it isn’t a means to survive. We don’t trust or allow for intuition to guide us.
When we return to our origins, through love, Trust will be the first input to be upgraded again. It is still in our DNA. It’s been muted. It’s been centuries of misuse and abuse. It is about to return as our guidance. Soon! We are being awakened slowly. It was designed to be right now in this time.
Humanity needed to experience all that it has endured. We are a stubborn race. We have more followers than leaders. And the leaders have guided through manipulation of fear and repression. They know how to play the part. The followers have also played their role. The imbalance is soon to tip the scales.
Trust will return with ascension. It will be intuitively available to guide us again. It is our internal GPS. Those who are ready will begin to feel it in their solar plexus and use it to create a new world. You are experienced the massive amount of energy at this time. Many will not question what the masses are leading. And in this trust we will once again become whole as one. There will be millions not ready to awake. It’s not your job to provide the push for them. Those are their lessons and contracts before coming into this incarnation. Your only job is to love and show love through your own journey. People don’t learn through words. They evolve through experiences. They see and imitate what feels good.
Don’t judge. Don’t manipulate. Don’t enforce your beliefs. Don’t attack. Don’t hate. Don’t do anything to force another to think as you do.
Love…over and over… is the key to open all the unlocked passages in humanity. Forgiveness heals through love. Trust opens because of love. We change and expand because of love. When in doubt just love. Accept it as the answer to all there is and all there ever was.
He clutched my heart,
held it as a possession,
while I realized it was the only
substance of keeping us there –
the togetherness beyond
and disturbance in such obsession.
It was our lifeline
binding and supporting a mystery,
and a difficult experience.
Impatience and immaturity
called for the ecstasy
that would bring in high’s,
drugging and filling me
with such blinding addiction.
It wasn’t the moments,
nor the times,
or what the body desired,
craving over and over
to fill the emptiness
with sweet desperation.
It was a tight grip that secured
the chemistry in our question mark–
I was the mark and he was the period:
two souls joined in a falsified passion
but held apart by the reality
that this would never end in fairness.
To love so deeply requires
the loosing of one’s vulnerability,
entrusting the universe to take over
Somewhere, somehow, I knew
it would never last
as he became my lungs
and I could no longer breathe
on my own.
Control and restraint
have no business
taking residence in such a union,
occupying a broken heart
and trying to repeat the same drama
of past manipulation.
He was the clutch that invited me to give
and I was the ground that supported
him to receive.
It was a mutual contract
I played the ailing patient,
he was the willing doctor
who would fix the damage,
trying to erase the existence
of any other man who had
explored my territory.
The moments were here and there.
At some point
the soul opened up, grew wings,
and flew out of the adorned cage
that he cautiously created for me.
the heart, wisdom, and spirit
found the freedom
that would never allow imprisonment
it was then that divinity unlocked
that love is never contained,
because it is all there is.
It is all there will ever be.
after a long sleep of doubts,
anger, hurt and questions
that buried me
inside an open tomb,
leaving the exposure to heal
with the openness of One.
I had forgotten my power,
the thoughts that co-create
with the universal aid of intentions;
those same delicious frequencies
that magically take me here and there.
I had forgotten
waking up with such joy
that I skip out of my room
while bones crack and stretch
reminding me to slow down.
I don’t care.
This is the meaning of living.
This is the ebb of sorrow and joy
taking it all and pasting it back together
without giving up.
It’s easier to give in,
give out, give up, and forget.
I have been sleeping in such darkness
for too long and allowing no one
to turn on the light.
I needed to feel the switch,
pass my hands through its coldness,
in the rawness of despair,
so I could turn it on…so I could do it alone.
Clarity arrives with rest and prayer.
Awareness returns with faith.
I hear the ringing of truth in one ear.
I see the element of surprise ahead.
I taste the juices of excitement.
I smell the sweetness of success…
for all that I have put out into the openness.
I am home in me again.
It’s been a long time…too long.
The heart echos softly, “Welcome back!”
We come from love. We are made to love and be loved. We are created to expand in love not only with ourselves but every soul who enters our journey. Somewhere along the way we’ve forgotten this and have been taught fear, judgment, bigotry, intolerance, and hate.
I don’t know when it happened. I am not a historian. I just know that we have forgotten our humanitarian purpose here on this beautiful planet.
At this point it doesn’t matter who threw the first stone that cast this horrible sense of amnesia in our humanness. But, I do know that our souls remember the source of our existence. I feel it in all that I am.
Love. It’s all about love.
Yes, I might be a bit over indulged in the romance of love, kindness and compassion. I am sure there are folks rolling their eyes again while reading this. Yes, I might be over-the-top corny at times. And, yes, I might even seem oblivious to whatever truth the world has decided to believe. It is okay. I understand. I get it and I still will choose love over hate. I will still continue to remind you even if you don’t want to remember it! I’m tenacious that way.
I know that love is the answer. Love is the forgotten genetic cord that has been removed from our consciousness. It’s up to us to find it through the openness of our hearts, the gentleness of faith, and the passion to save our connections in this world.
I woke today with gratitude for those who share me in their lives. I am thankful for those who are part of my journey. That’s the easy part. The ones that call for me to dance are the souls I haven’t met yet, the ones searching for something that is missing and have been taught the false lessons through control, religion and oppression. In these erratic political times the one element that seems to be diminishing is LOVE. But I feel that We are being reactivated and reprogrammed to return to Source. So you may be tired of my messages but I love you. You don’t have to read my words but if you do May you feel my delicious vibe of love.
I love you. I love you. I love you. In the words of Rumi, “Close your eyes. Fall in Love. Stay there.” Feel the truth of your existence. Have a blessed day!!!!
I did not know
what I now know
that there was always
in every corner,
in every breath,
in every light of life.
I’ve never been alone
as you have been
in me guiding
every atom of my being.
it is as if finally
I am awake
receiving me for the
very first time
the light of joy
expand the heart
who search for
the breath of Divinity….
I’ve been sleeping forever
dreaming and waiting
on something I could not
I lived in anticipation
of some magic
from somewhere else.
I could not decipher it.
I could not reach it
through this reality.
the light came on
and I found I was
From that day forward
I had nothing
was right inside of me.
Life was never the same
as night always follows day;
day consistently seduces night.
All I am to do is sit,
and love infinitely
as one spirit.
The magic of love is in its purest form. A smile across the room, a hug from a child, an ‘I love you’ from a friend, and a cuddle from a pet. The simplicity of a gesture, a look, and a touch is the Creator connecting with us through one another. It’s that authentic and natural. Keep a tally of daily gratitude: “The sun came out today. The cold is less severe. I have heat, shelter, and food.” Love comes through the light in everything around us. Close your eyes for a few minutes and take in the present. You are alive. This is temporary. Will this issue today matter in a year? We are forever evolving, growing and learning. You are always loved. I love a quote by Aristotle: “The secret to humor is surprise.” The single most wonderful feeling is allowing life to surprise you every day. Those are the miracles of the ‘aha moments.” Have a blessed day!