The Place Inside of You

There is a place inside of you that isn’t part of this world. It is the entire universe. You reside in it dormant waiting to remember your power and enchantment. You believe you are separate from all but you are the ALL.

That place is of great mysteries.

I reach it in meditation. I visit in sleep. I am reminded through dejavú and other synchronized events. And in the moment of awareness I am magic. I can see how fast I manifest and create what I desire. I trust that every fiber of my being is aligned to my dreams.

I forget at times. I get sucked into this human dimension that is influenced by stimulation 24/7. Then I find myself spinning until I stop and return to my equilibrium. To my truth. To my worth. To my knowing.

And it’s different for each one of us. It’s our own unique fingerprint.

So…. stop giving your power away to others. Stop believing that you are separate from Divinity. There is magic in your veins, in your cells, in every single particle of your existence.

Love yourself enough to return to its source because when you believe in yourself, the way you believe in others, you are unstoppable. And that’s when you begin to understand your purpose. That’s when you find yourself on top of your own universe.

I love you,

Millie

October Release

Our bodies hold cellular memories. They come up when you don’t even expect to be visited.

I was at Goodwill a few days ago buying winter clothes for the kiddos when out of the blues a gush of sadness took over. It came out of nowhere… but did it? A woman nearby came up to me with the most kind and gentle concern asking if I was okay.

“I think so. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” She held my hand. We hugged tightly. I thanked her, quickly paid, and left the store. I sat in my car letting the release come and go so I could drive home.

Then it hit me. I knew why. It’s almost October, and even though I am not consciously aware of the month, my muscle memory is. More things have happened to me in the month of October than any other time in my life. I was raped in October. I’ve moved, conceived, visited amazing places, said goodbye to my father, gotten married, ended toxic relationships, and so much more. The list is extensive. It’s not like I have purposely picked the month of October for the major changes in my life. I don’t even think about it until I wake up close to the beginning of the month and experience the largest release moving through me.

It is also the beginning of cold weather here in Western North Carolina Mountains. I have had the unfortunate experiences during winter months here. And when I see those leaves start to change, boy do I feel the seasonal affective disorder (S.A.D.). My body experiences PTSD in a way that it’s inconceivable to me.

It’s also a month I happen to pick to move inward, to step away from the chit chat of social media. It’s a time to be creative and allow those things to make new cycles of beautiful experiences for the future. I am excited for all that is evolving creatively.

I am reminded that what often separates us is man made. We create the drama, the challenges, and everything else. I am responsible for my healing, my clearing, and my growing. Spirit isn’t that complicated. My body somehow has a reset button and it reads “October” on it. When I allow for what is, I return to what I have always been. And that is a soul having a very authentic human experience.

I am still doing private sessions. Please text me or email me if you desire one this month. You can go to my website: sacredjourneyinward.com.

I love you all. See you back in a month.

Millie

Ask and Let Go

We ask and ask and then try to control the outcome. Then we start to get like little children… angry because we don’t get what we want (especially as fast as we want). Asking for anything in prayer requires the release of the situation. It’s truly about letting go. Let’s begin by recognizing that WE ARE THE MIRACLE. And in this miracle, we can truly create. We may not be happy with the outcome, since we have so many lessons to learn in this human experience.

Ask. Let go. Be grateful. It all happens in divine timing.

And yes, sometimes the opposite of what we want happens. Or, extremes in the challenges appear. There is no certainty to this human experience. It is truly a magnificent lesson in trust.

If you happen to have a perfect formula please share it with me!

I love you…Millie

An Alternate You

I woke this morning lost in memories of another time and place. Memories that I could taste and feel and hold… yet, they are not from this lifetime. I laid in bed holding them, caressing them with each vision, not trying to analyze them. I held on to them because they were erratic and needed to be calmed. I held on to them to learn what I needed to learn. I held on to them to facilitate their speed in a way I could understand.

These experiences have happened. They happened in an alternate timeline that is paralleled to this one. Sometimes they happen before the events here. Sometimes they never happen but the memories are real. I can sense every part of the challenges and the journey. Sometimes I can intervene and alter something because I know how the story will end. It’s happened here already.

What I find magical is that each time I travel to another timeline I am accessing a part of my consciousness to guide me into expanding. I am accepting all aspects of me. I am reliving and redoing things that I haven’t forgiven myself on this timeline. I am in total harmony with readjusting them there. So, I dive deeper into a part of my subconscious mind to help the fragmented brain become whole.

Aren’t we all parts of a whole? Aren’t we all questioning the reason for existence? If you travel to those places during sleep cycles you can actually find the answers to many questions. You recognize that this is all a giant matrix that feels manipulated by design. The soul is in the center and hundreds of aspects are constantly in motion.

It started years ago. I suspect I have been doing this since very young but I became aware of the difference between a dream and a travel a few years ago. I became aware of the texture, senses, information and how I return into my body. It’s quite different. A dream doesn’t pull you out of your body. A time travel, or astral projection, pulls you and carries you there to other timelines. It allows you to become an avatar.

In a dream there seems to be no coherency of connections. One dream ties onto the end of another making you feel completely confused, often times in a state of chaos. Carl Jung and Freud dissected the dream world, this is not that. When you travel you feel the existence of your soul there. Your experience is real because your existence there is real. You also feel the memories connected to this timeline.

Recently I’ve been able to help another aspect of my soul heal from what I did here ten years ago. I was able to let her sleep and take over. Then a few nights ago I was able to return to another timeline and do the same with that aspect and her husband. Each lifetime is teaching me something about my own characteristics in waking moments. If I alter something there the ripple effect begins to appear here. It appears in all of them. One decision can change everything.

Not all timelines have a me that looks like me. Some timelines have a man vehicle (because that is what are bodies are). Some have other faces. Some are aliens. It doesn’t matter because while I am accessing those times, I am integrating with the soul aspect of me. Each time I return I am bringing a piece of the whole. I am adding a puzzle piece to my completeness. I am strengthening a muscle of memory that has been weak in this life.

We have been fascinated by time travel, astral projection, Déjà vu and synchronicity forever. We try meditation, psychedelic drugs, and altering the state of our minds to get answers. The answers are always within if we can access those other aspects of our whole consciousness.

How do we do it? We begin with baby steps…

We begin by allowing love to take over and not fear. We recognize we are always protected by our higher self. Meditation is a portal for me. Hiking is as well.

What about you? Do you experience these time jumps?

I love you,

Millie

Message in Meditation

Trust is an emotional mechanism that was placed in our DNA when we began creation. The collective and society, through fear and other low vibrational frequencies, have caused it to downgrade. We question it. We don’t use it as we should. There is a default programming in its place. So we no longer just trust. We struggle with it. We have been shown over and over that it isn’t a means to survive. We don’t trust or allow for intuition to guide us.

When we return to our origins, through love, Trust will be the first input to be upgraded again. It is still in our DNA. It’s been muted. It’s been centuries of misuse and abuse. It is about to return as our guidance. Soon! We are being awakened slowly. It was designed to be right now in this time.

Humanity needed to experience all that it has endured. We are a stubborn race. We have more followers than leaders. And the leaders have guided through manipulation of fear and repression. They know how to play the part. The followers have also played their role. The imbalance is soon to tip the scales.

Trust will return with ascension. It will be intuitively available to guide us again. It is our internal GPS. Those who are ready will begin to feel it in their solar plexus and use it to create a new world. You are experienced the massive amount of energy at this time. Many will not question what the masses are leading. And in this trust we will once again become whole as one. There will be millions not ready to awake. It’s not your job to provide the push for them. Those are their lessons and contracts before coming into this incarnation. Your only job is to love and show love through your own journey. People don’t learn through words. They evolve through experiences. They see and imitate what feels good.

Don’t judge. Don’t manipulate. Don’t enforce your beliefs. Don’t attack. Don’t hate. Don’t do anything to force another to think as you do.

Love…over and over… is the key to open all the unlocked passages in humanity. Forgiveness heals through love. Trust opens because of love. We change and expand because of love. When in doubt just love. Accept it as the answer to all there is and all there ever was.

The Cage

 

He clutched my heart,

held it as a possession,

while I realized it was the only

substance of keeping us there –

the togetherness beyond

the understanding

and disturbance in such obsession.

It was our lifeline

binding and supporting a mystery,

a lesson,

and a difficult experience.

Impatience and immaturity

called for the ecstasy

that would bring in high’s,

drugging and filling me

with such blinding addiction.

It wasn’t the moments,

nor the times,

or what the body desired,

craving over and over

to fill the emptiness

with sweet desperation.

It was a tight grip that secured

the chemistry in our question mark–

I was the mark and he was the period:

two souls joined in a falsified passion

but held apart by the reality

that this would never end in fairness.

To love so deeply requires

the loosing of one’s vulnerability,

entrusting the universe to take over

with easement.

Somewhere, somehow, I knew

it would never last

as he became my lungs

and I could no longer breathe

on my own.

Control and restraint

have no business

taking residence in such a union,

occupying a broken heart

and trying to repeat the same drama

of past manipulation.

He was the clutch that invited me to give

and I was the ground that supported

him to receive.

It was a mutual contract

between us:

I played the ailing patient,

he was the willing doctor

who would fix the damage,

trying to erase the existence

of any other man who had

explored my territory.

The moments were here and there.

At some point

the soul opened up, grew wings,

and flew out of the adorned cage

that he cautiously created for me.

Once freed,

the heart, wisdom, and spirit

found the freedom

that would never allow imprisonment

again…

it was then that divinity unlocked

the secret

that love is never contained,

or possessed

because it is all there is.

It is all there will ever be.

The Return

 

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Something woke

again

after a long sleep of doubts,

anger, hurt and questions

that buried me

inside an open tomb,

leaving the exposure to heal

with the openness of One.

I had forgotten my power,

the thoughts that co-create

with the universal aid of intentions;

those same delicious frequencies

that magically take me here and there.

I had forgotten

waking up with such joy

that I skip out of my room

while bones crack and stretch

reminding me to slow down.

I don’t care.

This is the meaning of living.

This is the ebb of sorrow and joy

taking it all and pasting it back together

without giving up.

It’s easier to give in,

give out, give up, and forget.

No more!

I have been sleeping in such darkness

for too long and allowing no one

to turn on the light.

I needed to feel the switch,

pass my hands through its coldness,

in the rawness of despair,

so I could turn it on…so I could do it alone.

Clarity arrives with rest and prayer.

Awareness returns with faith.

I hear the ringing of truth in one ear.

I see the element of surprise ahead.

I taste the juices of excitement.

I smell the sweetness of success…

for all that I have put out into the openness.

I’ve returned.

I am home in me again.

It’s been a long time…too long.

The heart echos softly, “Welcome back!”

Find Love Again

We come from love. We are made to love and be loved. We are created to expand in love not only with ourselves but every soul who enters our journey. Somewhere along the way we’ve forgotten this and have been taught fear, judgment, bigotry, intolerance, and hate. 

I don’t know when it happened. I am not a historian. I just know that we have forgotten our humanitarian purpose here on this beautiful planet. 

At this point it doesn’t matter who threw the first stone that cast this horrible sense of amnesia in our humanness. But, I do know that our souls remember the source of our existence. I feel it in all that I am. 
Love. It’s all about love.  
Yes, I might be a bit over indulged in the romance of love, kindness and compassion. I am sure there are folks rolling their eyes again while reading this. Yes, I might be over-the-top corny at times. And, yes, I might even seem oblivious to whatever truth the world has decided to believe. It is okay. I understand. I get it and I still will choose love over hate. I will still continue to remind you even if you don’t want to remember it! I’m tenacious that way. 
I know that love is the answer. Love is the forgotten genetic cord that has been removed from our consciousness. It’s up to us to find it through the openness of our hearts, the gentleness of faith, and the passion to save our connections in this world. 
I woke today with gratitude for those who share me in their lives. I am thankful for those who are part of my journey. That’s the easy part. The ones that call for me to dance are the souls I haven’t met yet, the ones searching for something that is missing and have been taught the false lessons through control, religion and oppression. In these erratic political times the one element that seems to be diminishing is LOVE. But I feel that We are being reactivated and reprogrammed to return to Source. So you may be tired of my messages but I love you. You don’t have to read my words but if you do May you feel my delicious vibe of love. 
I love you. I love you. I love you. In the words of Rumi, “Close your eyes. Fall in Love. Stay there.” Feel the truth of your existence. Have a blessed day!!!!

Light of Divinity

soul

I did not know

what I now know

that there was always

YOU…

in every corner,

in every breath,

in every light of life.

I’ve never been alone

as you have been

in me guiding

every particle,

every cell,

every atom of my being.

And, now,

it is as if finally

I am awake

receiving me for the

very first time

while witnessing

the light of joy

expand the heart

for all

who search for

the breath of Divinity….