Trust is an emotional mechanism that was placed in our DNA when we began creation. The collective and society, through fear and other low vibrational frequencies, have caused it to downgrade. We question it. We don’t use it as we should. There is a default programming in its place. So we no longer just trust. We struggle with it. We have been shown over and over that it isn’t a means to survive. We don’t trust or allow for intuition to guide us.
When we return to our origins, through love, Trust will be the first input to be upgraded again. It is still in our DNA. It’s been muted. It’s been centuries of misuse and abuse. It is about to return as our guidance. Soon! We are being awakened slowly. It was designed to be right now in this time.
Humanity needed to experience all that it has endured. We are a stubborn race. We have more followers than leaders. And the leaders have guided through manipulation of fear and repression. They know how to play the part. The followers have also played their role. The imbalance is soon to tip the scales.
Trust will return with ascension. It will be intuitively available to guide us again. It is our internal GPS. Those who are ready will begin to feel it in their solar plexus and use it to create a new world. You are experienced the massive amount of energy at this time. Many will not question what the masses are leading. And in this trust we will once again become whole as one. There will be millions not ready to awake. It’s not your job to provide the push for them. Those are their lessons and contracts before coming into this incarnation. Your only job is to love and show love through your own journey. People don’t learn through words. They evolve through experiences. They see and imitate what feels good.
Don’t judge. Don’t manipulate. Don’t enforce your beliefs. Don’t attack. Don’t hate. Don’t do anything to force another to think as you do.
Love…over and over… is the key to open all the unlocked passages in humanity. Forgiveness heals through love. Trust opens because of love. We change and expand because of love. When in doubt just love. Accept it as the answer to all there is and all there ever was.
He clutched my heart,
held it as a possession,
while I realized it was the only
substance of keeping us there –
the togetherness beyond
and disturbance in such obsession.
It was our lifeline
binding and supporting a mystery,
and a difficult experience.
Impatience and immaturity
called for the ecstasy
that would bring in high’s,
drugging and filling me
with such blinding addiction.
It wasn’t the moments,
nor the times,
or what the body desired,
craving over and over
to fill the emptiness
with sweet desperation.
It was a tight grip that secured
the chemistry in our question mark–
I was the mark and he was the period:
two souls joined in a falsified passion
but held apart by the reality
that this would never end in fairness.
To love so deeply requires
the loosing of one’s vulnerability,
entrusting the universe to take over
Somewhere, somehow, I knew
it would never last
as he became my lungs
and I could no longer breathe
on my own.
Control and restraint
have no business
taking residence in such a union,
occupying a broken heart
and trying to repeat the same drama
of past manipulation.
He was the clutch that invited me to give
and I was the ground that supported
him to receive.
It was a mutual contract
I played the ailing patient,
he was the willing doctor
who would fix the damage,
trying to erase the existence
of any other man who had
explored my territory.
The moments were here and there.
At some point
the soul opened up, grew wings,
and flew out of the adorned cage
that he cautiously created for me.
the heart, wisdom, and spirit
found the freedom
that would never allow imprisonment
it was then that divinity unlocked
that love is never contained,
because it is all there is.
It is all there will ever be.
after a long sleep of doubts,
anger, hurt and questions
that buried me
inside an open tomb,
leaving the exposure to heal
with the openness of One.
I had forgotten my power,
the thoughts that co-create
with the universal aid of intentions;
those same delicious frequencies
that magically take me here and there.
I had forgotten
waking up with such joy
that I skip out of my room
while bones crack and stretch
reminding me to slow down.
I don’t care.
This is the meaning of living.
This is the ebb of sorrow and joy
taking it all and pasting it back together
without giving up.
It’s easier to give in,
give out, give up, and forget.
I have been sleeping in such darkness
for too long and allowing no one
to turn on the light.
I needed to feel the switch,
pass my hands through its coldness,
in the rawness of despair,
so I could turn it on…so I could do it alone.
Clarity arrives with rest and prayer.
Awareness returns with faith.
I hear the ringing of truth in one ear.
I see the element of surprise ahead.
I taste the juices of excitement.
I smell the sweetness of success…
for all that I have put out into the openness.
I am home in me again.
It’s been a long time…too long.
The heart echos softly, “Welcome back!”
We come from love. We are made to love and be loved. We are created to expand in love not only with ourselves but every soul who enters our journey. Somewhere along the way we’ve forgotten this and have been taught fear, judgment, bigotry, intolerance, and hate.
I don’t know when it happened. I am not a historian. I just know that we have forgotten our humanitarian purpose here on this beautiful planet.
At this point it doesn’t matter who threw the first stone that cast this horrible sense of amnesia in our humanness. But, I do know that our souls remember the source of our existence. I feel it in all that I am.
Love. It’s all about love.
Yes, I might be a bit over indulged in the romance of love, kindness and compassion. I am sure there are folks rolling their eyes again while reading this. Yes, I might be over-the-top corny at times. And, yes, I might even seem oblivious to whatever truth the world has decided to believe. It is okay. I understand. I get it and I still will choose love over hate. I will still continue to remind you even if you don’t want to remember it! I’m tenacious that way.
I know that love is the answer. Love is the forgotten genetic cord that has been removed from our consciousness. It’s up to us to find it through the openness of our hearts, the gentleness of faith, and the passion to save our connections in this world.
I woke today with gratitude for those who share me in their lives. I am thankful for those who are part of my journey. That’s the easy part. The ones that call for me to dance are the souls I haven’t met yet, the ones searching for something that is missing and have been taught the false lessons through control, religion and oppression. In these erratic political times the one element that seems to be diminishing is LOVE. But I feel that We are being reactivated and reprogrammed to return to Source. So you may be tired of my messages but I love you. You don’t have to read my words but if you do May you feel my delicious vibe of love.
I love you. I love you. I love you. In the words of Rumi, “Close your eyes. Fall in Love. Stay there.” Feel the truth of your existence. Have a blessed day!!!!
I did not know
what I now know
that there was always
in every corner,
in every breath,
in every light of life.
I’ve never been alone
as you have been
in me guiding
every atom of my being.
it is as if finally
I am awake
receiving me for the
very first time
the light of joy
expand the heart
who search for
the breath of Divinity….
I’ve been sleeping forever
dreaming and waiting
on something I could not
I lived in anticipation
of some magic
from somewhere else.
I could not decipher it.
I could not reach it
through this reality.
the light came on
and I found I was
From that day forward
I had nothing
was right inside of me.
Life was never the same
as night always follows day;
day consistently seduces night.
All I am to do is sit,
and love infinitely
as one spirit.
The magic of love is in its purest form. A smile across the room, a hug from a child, an ‘I love you’ from a friend, and a cuddle from a pet. The simplicity of a gesture, a look, and a touch is the Creator connecting with us through one another. It’s that authentic and natural. Keep a tally of daily gratitude: “The sun came out today. The cold is less severe. I have heat, shelter, and food.” Love comes through the light in everything around us. Close your eyes for a few minutes and take in the present. You are alive. This is temporary. Will this issue today matter in a year? We are forever evolving, growing and learning. You are always loved. I love a quote by Aristotle: “The secret to humor is surprise.” The single most wonderful feeling is allowing life to surprise you every day. Those are the miracles of the ‘aha moments.” Have a blessed day!
Moments are the connections to life’s journey. They are the process of all there is in some magical dance between synchronicity and love. Each second connects into another. Our own connection pulls and tugs to intertwine with each other. By being aware of each moment we can join, partake, and openly participate in this creation of life. That’s all there is: the taking of good and bad and surrendering to it all. We co-create the stories. We allow it to come and go, passing through the process of time and space. Afterwards, when the stories are too much, the drama is too stale, and the tragic of not being at peace is maddening, we blame the universal forces for our participation in this co-creation. We detach and close off from the universal element of love.
That’s all love is. It lets go of boundaries, walls, and inhibitions. At times, the dance involves fear and panic for allowing another co-creator to take our desires even though we gave them the power to do so. The truth is that true love is effortless. Not, that it doesn’t require work, but it’s just a rhythmic dance of ease and grace. It devours intimacy by accepting and not holding back any of our insecurities. Love doesn’t push. It opens and breathes peace and trust. It is raw and compassionate and all that is of God. Love is accepting of another without judgment of your own self. It brings you into a place of complete surrender. It allows light into the darkest of places.
We complicate love with our agendas and traumatic experiences of lack. We aren’t good enough. We are not worth enough. We are this and we are that. Those beliefs are implemented into our own hearts. But truth be known, love doesn’t care. Every other emotion lives in our head. Love is the only one that lives in our heart…in Spirit. We come into the world with this one and only sentiment. The rest of them are acquired through life’s lessons. But love is about relating to another, not losing yourself into that other person. It’s a union of mind, body and spirit in a way that contributes to all that the universe has created. Love is about being Divine. With or without another to partake in the journey, the moments of true peace are those when the heart is open and the light of God shines through.
May you always find this staring at the reflection in the mirror, or in the eyes of a child, the unconditional appreciation of an animal, and the relationships gathered through this lifetime.
I had a doctor appointment today…a follow up from the hospital. The doctor was explaining a murmur in my heart that I’ve had since I was a child. He insisted in drawing a picture of the valve not closing all the time…blah blah blah. He went into a lot of technical medical terminology that went right over my head. I had that look of numbness so he stopped being a doctor.
He was very kind with his words. He said that I have the lungs of a teenager and the heart of a strong woman. He looked at me with the sweetest blue eyes and said, “You have a strong-fragile heart so we have to be cautious of what we put in your body.”
I chewed on those words the rest of the morning: “Strong-fragile heart.” Yes..that! I have that…that which I think can’t break but is always at the edge of fracturing even with being strong. That…yes…that was clearly the best description of how I feel most of the time…all my feelings, and emotions gathered at the edge of strength and then struggling in vulnerability because I was taught to, “Suck it up, Buttercup!”
There…right there in the opening and closing of valves and whatever else mechanism I have in there. Just wanted to share that because most of us here who are empaths have strong-fragile hearts.
You are constantly right on that edge…pulling back and pushing forward. You are barely standing and breathing but you manage to keep it up. You are always feeling as if one minute is too much to open and close into another.
But you do it. You do it cause you are freaking awesome and strong and filled with faith and compassion. I have never had a doctor explain things in such simple manners that left me thanking the universe for the beauty of connecting with someone.
Thank you for being in my life, sweet strong-fragile souls. I love you. Touch that ticker and feel the life in it. Let it do its strong-fragile thingy to the best of its ability. You got this!