This morning’s goodbye
tugged and pulled
like never before
as I tattooed a kiss
on your neck
inhaling your smell
while your eyes searched,
smiling,
reaching,
that place of home
no one else has before.
Twenty-five years of this
is wearing us down
to break the restrictions
we created for safety:
the not-falling-in-love clause;
the no-questions-asked rule;
the only-a-few-days-at-a-time mantra;
the take-in-for-what-it-is precious moments.
This week was different
and you asked;
I replied.
You went there;
I returned holding your hand.
I expect nothing;
you anticipate even less.
But,
somewhere in the in-between
the words
“I will miss you”
echoed from both our lips
and that’s
worth a priceless fortune
to the essence of
our soul union
in this new era….
heavy deep sigh… lovely
Huge heavy sighs. But with a smile.
and an ache
Maybe a tad!!!!
Oh Millie, please tell me he is not married. Your writings are so full of feeling that they are often painful.
No. He’s definitely NOT married. He is the bestest oldest friend. Complicated situation in its simplicity. Thanks for the caring!!!
Thank you for explaining. I will read with a different eye and continue to be moved. Wishing you the most Peaceful New Year.
You too, sweet lady. It is going to be a fabulous year. 2012 was about purging and letting go. This year is about love and peace.
Happy New Year to you dear !
Many best wishes !
May You enjoy the Best Health, Pure Happiness, True Relations, Sweet Memories, Success and Peace in the moments of life !
You as well dear friend. The best is yet to come.
never thought about the married part!! good question – good answer (less complicated)
i am glad you were surrounded by love. may it continue in this new year.
Thank you, love. Best wishes for you as well. See you soon.